Why do I find myself reading erotica’s fiction? I read it countless of time, same trope with different plot twisted and yet I still found myself spending countless of hours reading them and enjoying them. I always kinda thought I enjoyed them so much because of teenage hormones, just being curiosity ,however when I read my letter of note a by Anais Nin on Sex does not thrive on monotony I understood why I like the erotica fiction stories. I couldn’t ignore my curiosity for a art form that been on earth since animals came to be. “The source of sexual power is curiosity, passion.” stated Anais Nin.
Seeing the title drew my attention , made me curiosity of what somebody have to say about sex because anything related to sexual knowledge was a beacon for me, I couldn’t resist it . Reading Anais letter I felt connected her, she explain and painted sex in a respectful way, not just focusing on physically aspect but emotional , spiritual , and human part. A Intellectual, drive to connect with other a emotional, creative, funny but heart reaching plane that levees everyone in vulnerable and bare blissful state. A form of connecting to a other with consent and respect.
I knew about sex the physically part of at less but the emotion that comes and attach it self to person’s ,I have only thought about and not explore unlike Anais. She explore the ever part of sec to understand, the pain and the good m trying to make sense of her own curiosity. I felt connected to her ,I can relate to her. She was woman of her time breaking bondages and not changing her view and personality for no social norms. she have done things I wouldn’t do but she did dig deep in her exploration of sexuality ,something I drive to do in my life. I want to make my own journey of defining sexuality’s for myself.
